The Future Is Frightening

When the future is frightening and I seem to be fighting it, well, soon as it's brightening then I feel fine, and then I feel fine.

Been neglecting this blog again. It's kind of because I haven't had much to say lately.

Actually, I've had plenty to say. I just haven't been saying it.

You ever have one of those days that goes just fine, but you feel like crap at the end of it? Been having a bunch of those lately. I'm not sure why, but I did have the thought that maybe I've been acting like too much of an extrovert in recent weeks. I'm the quintessential introvert. (I've got a blog post mostly written up about that, actually. I'll try to finish it relatively soon.) Along with the KKY pledge process comes a whole lot of social obligation that I love fulfilling, but I guess I've been neglecting my need for alone time. Thank god I could just sit down and play Mass Effect for a few hours tonight. Needed that.

In other news, my major might be changing again. I know, I'm never gonna graduate at this rate. I kind of expect it to take a while at this point. Key word is might, though. I've essentially settled on a plan B. My goal is to be an editor of something. Magazine, newspaper, blog, whatever. Plan A is journalism, which should get me right into that. However, thanks to my attempt at an engineering major, my tanked GPA is holding me back pretty badly. Gaylord requires a 2.75 for admission. And University College is about to kick me out due to the number of hours I've taken. So plan B is some sort of English degree. Probably English Writing. That'll get me where I want to be as well, and it only requires a 2.0 to get into the college. I've got that, easy.

That's all I've got for tonight. Felt like I needed to write something, even though I didn't have a whole lot to spill.